I didn’t win the lottery. What now?
I watched the Secret. Then I decided to attract winning the lottery. Well it didn’t work. I trued many times year after year. I finally realized that I might never win the lottery. I don’t need to win a million dollars. I just want to buy a normal house in a nice city. I live in a crappy apartment. I feel like a failure. How did all my neighbors end up in houses and I ended up here in an apartment? I feel like going door to door and asking homeowners how they did it. Well realizing I might never win the lottery, I decided to go get a college degree. I am in the process now and by the time I’m done my kids will be in their mid to late twenties. How lame am I?! I wish I could have done it sooner but I guess its better late than never. Here goes nothing.